JANUARY 11, 2025

 yay we made it!

I have given up my domain but i am still here at blogspot its the same interface for me just my omfgitstabitha dot com url doesn't work anymore

this year has been a mess.

i ended up in the ER two times. one time was a kidney stone. the other i had several bleed stomach and esophageal ulcers

both or our cars had to go to the mechanic this year. some more than once.

i changed doctors this year and was reassessed for all mental and behavioral problems and found out i had been living with undiagnosed and untreated ADHD for most of my life. Chances are I fall into the AuDHD category.

the medicine the have put me on has changed my life. 

my brain isnt over flowing with thoughts. and i'm struggling to pick whats important.

also executive dysfunction had taken over my life

all of these things

life did not have to be this hard.

all along. it didnt have to be.  i never knew.

but  i know now

and i am grateful.

so thus new year... i was diagnosed late fall 2024

2025 is going to be my year

i know everybody says that but for me? i think it might actually be my year. i have more answers than questions. i have tools. i have plans. 

blogger wont let me upload photos on the browser but i do have photos

we went to alabama for my family christmas and it was great. i wish i had spoke to more people or interacted with more people but i can't change the past.

i got anew phone and i am going to call my parents a lot more now

video calls too even if i look like a hobo

maybe we got back and snowed in after christmas. so now we are snowed in. its not that bad. the roads are fine. but my car has a flat tire and we need to get it sealed and fixed or the spare put on. we cant do any of that until the snow is gone so it will be a few days.

beau and lilly are still here. still my babies. beau is laying in my lap while i write this. he is my baby boy. he loves his momma so much. i feel blessed to have such a sweet caring quirky emotional little dog. i feel like he was meant to be with me. it was destiny. i am his forever momma. i am his mom.

i will see if the mobile blogger app will let me upload photos. i don't know what is wrong with this thing.